To all - I have replied to one particular person before reading the others but my thoughts of compassion go out to each and every one of us. Some accounts echo my own more than others, Mary, Aries in particular. I’d think I was the only person in the entire world to experience this traumatic scene, but I logically knew it wasnt so. Reading the accounts has made me realise that others too have been in my shoes and managed to carry on in some form with these memories beside them, so I must be able to find a way as well. Love to everyone.