The moment that you died my heart was torn in two one side filled with heartache the other died with you i often lie awake at night when the world is fast asleep and take a walk down memory lane with tears upon my cheeks remembering you is easy I do it everyday but missing you is heartache that never goes away I hold you tightly within my heart and there you will remain until the joyous day arrives that we will meet again
How lovely, I feel every word you express to your beloved, I’m so sorry for your loss.
Its very early days for you in this journey
dont be too hard on yourself, im sure you are doing the best you can.
On June 4th which is coming up soon, it will be a year since i lost my beloved husband from pancreatic cancer, i still have good and bad
days, but tears still catch me out when
i least expect it. We were married 38 years, we had a good and happy marriage.
I have found an amazing guy called Tom Zuba, he has helped me to understand this nightmare we are going through. He has a facebook page,
please look him up, you might find comfort too.
Take care Margarita x
@Margarita1 thankyou I am so very sorry for your loss and I will maybe look at that my thoughts are with you take care