Just been watching videos of Jim opening Xmas present’s last year and realised I’m forgetting what his voice sounded like . Didn’t know then it would be our last Xmas I’m in bits how could I forget his voice
Its just so hard isn’t it. I have a recording on whatsapp of my husband with our grandson the day before he died. I sometimes sit and watch it and like yourself cannot comprehend that he would be gone. I am glad to have the recording but equally it is just heartbreaking.
I started to send emails to my husband until it became too much knowing that there wold never be a reply. I still do send him text messages although the number is discontinued and I get the message ‘unable to deliver’. I just wait for the day that we are reunited.