Having another cry and a talk to my Richard, talking of how i just want him back, and all the things i have achieved since his loss and still the things that need to be done, and it hit me " this is NOT a game show, " where once when all is achieved, he ( Richard ) will be my prize, and he will be waiting there for me at the other end…As if this is all a test, and our prize, we get our loved one…
Jackie…