I’m also in floods of tears today. People outside are cheerful because its a lovely sunny day. He should be here enjoying it too. I’ve just counted. Its now 18 weeks since Andy died so suddenly. He was so well and active up until the very minute he died.
I miss him more and more as time goes on.
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Early days for me but I know from personal experience it gets worse before it gets better. My first wife died from a brain haemorrhage over 12 years ago, eventually after time I met a new lady and she helped me heal myself. I thought I was blessed to have two beautiful people that came into my life. Figen died on the 1st of this month from cancer she struggled for months of pain it was horrendous. So I am now going through what I experienced before and its crippling me but I won’t give in, Figen would not expect me to. I have started to use what knowledge and tools that I can to come to terms with this grief cycle. At the minute I am listening to my music Enigma to help soothe my troubled mind and heal my broken spirit/heart.
Day at a time just do it a day at a time, I wish you all the best on your sorrowful journey to recovery.
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