My partner passed away recently, i feel lost with out her , im 55 this month.
My partner was everything to me, i loved and cared for her for nearly 15 years but the last 2 years was hard but got through it. Now she’s gone to heaven and im here feeling lost then in denial then crying. Im back at work , which in my case i work in partnership with the NHS, and my partner had treatment where i work . Its hard going back there each day. I come home at night and cry til its time for bed. I miss her so much it hurts 
these lonely nights are not good. What can i do , every part of me hurts .
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I am so very sorry for your loss. The grief and lonliness, we all share. This group of lovely people have kept me sane. I hope you get as much comfort and understanding. Sending a hug
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