Where to start well I have had depression for over 50 years since I lost my little boy he was just 3 and half months old when he died that never leaves me I was just 21 at the time and I tried to kill myself because I did not want to be without him so this is when the depression kicked in . Going through life with multi failures with boyfriends I was angry most of the time the grief for him was still there still is . Years went by then I got married had two girls but it still poked me the depression people think cos your smiling and look okay that you are okay it is what they can’t see inside of you when you just want hide away I have days where I feel I can’t go on and sit and cry my sister once said to me that I should let it all go the past just move on and forget about him I was shocked at this I couldn’t believe that she had said that to me
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Yes I seem to push people away also I have done for along time my youngest daughter told me that I won’t let ant one in because I push them away I live in the past where the hurt is so she said none can get in drop the wall let people in and care for you
Thank you for your lovely words yes you are right I have to try to make things right with the girls . Have to stop looking behind and start looking in front of me
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