Grief, loss, uncertainty

I recently split from my partner of quite a long time due to financial abuse, I had moved away and built up a life in another town, a small business and started to settle, then it all just came crashing down, now I’ve bought a house a that needs more work than I realised back in the town where I moved from and I’m really struggling with all the decisions. I thought it would be a good idea to move back closer to my parents who are getting on in their years but im finding it so difficult. I’ve been to the GP and started medication, just feeling very unsure of life and where it’s going and feeling very alone