Hi thought was doing not too bad
but then 
grief comes back again hits you
Was in tears all could think about was
Lot people let him down badly including me
Cant see him for real or hold his hand touch his face give him cuddle
But i can hold him in my heart❤️ forever
- really miss mum in law too💜
So strange pass by her house a lot obviousely new family in the home
That used to be her home
Just cant beleive how much life has change over past year with everything inc covid and recrictions impact had