I’m really struggling with the loss of my grandad and I don’t know how deal with this
Hello @Kailey,
I’m very sorry to hear about your grandad. You’re not alone - sadly many of our members have experienced the loss of a grandparent and will understand some of what you’re going through. You might want to connect with @LinziMacz who has also recently lost her grandad.
I’m sure someone will be along to share their thoughts. If you need any extra support yourself, we’re here to help. As well as the community, we also have a text support service, online bereavement counselling and our Grief Kind spaces. Please visit our bereavement services at Sue Ryder’s Online Bereavement Support | Sue Ryder 
Take care and keep reaching out,
Seaneen