I’m so sorry to read about your Mum, your situation and how you are feeling - I’m glad you have received a couple of kind responses from other members this afternoon.
However, because you are under 18, I’m afraid I’m going to have to close this thread, in line with our terms and conditions. I will however follow-up with an email, so please do look out for that. I can see from your profile that you are in New Zealand so I will send you a link to some articles for young people dealing with grief as well as a website which gives details of other support services across the world.
I’m sorry to have to do this but hope you understand - I also hope you are able to find the care and support you need at the moment.
Take care of yourself - please know you are not alone,
Megan
Online Community Manager