On holiday in Skegness and were here 6 years ago and our first one without my husband 
remembering all the things we did and places we went to and our second night 
we went bowling today and had lunch. Then i just broke down and was feeling guilty for being happy and trying to make it good for our son. My husband loved going away and loved the hot weather and I feel guilty i get to enjoy it with our son. Nice being with my daughter and grandsons. Not looking forward to going home at the weekend 
because it will be just me and my boy. I guess just enjoy it for now and i know my husband would want us happy. Hope everyone is doing a little better and big hugs 
to you all
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You need to savour the good days @Judy10 as we all need some respite from our grief otherwise it would just be too much to bear.
Your husband would have wanted you and your son to be happy. It’s a good way to honour his life.
Feeling sad is ok too - just keep holding on while that rollercoaster keeps going.
Take good care xx
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Roni52 thank you and the first 2 days went well and felt happy and like everything was normal again and then today not so great and like us all we miss our loved ones so much 
i know he would want me and my son happy. I guess we all have good and bad days hope your ok as can be and sending hugs
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