having a bad day

having a bad day today. hugs to those in the same place.

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Hugs back xx not many good days here at the mo xx keep going xx

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Same here bad days turned into bad weeks and now bad months …
9 months 1 day in…and this is the worst I 've felt.
Deep deep deep sadness, loneliness, and feeling of hopelessness as nothing to plan or look forward to…
Hugs to all you who share my feelings :hugs::hugs:

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@Cathphil
Exactly my thoughts, it may be a sunny day out there but in my head and heart its a very dark and lonely place. Nothing planned and nothing in the future to look forward too, apart from my death so i can be free of this heartache :broken_heart: :broken_heart::broken_heart:

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It was a cold and windy day on my side on this day I received my hubby’s ashes…excruciating pain in my soul.

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Sending remote hugs. Today is the 8 week anniversary for me. Xx

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Thank you so much it is excruciating! I am so sorry to hear about your loss too. For me it is only a week and I am going through 100 emotions a minute. 8 weeks is still very fresh, although it must feel like a life time I am sure.

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