My lost my darling husband 7 weeks ago he was only 57 years old. We don’t have a big family or friend circle we did everything together. I feel totally lost and lonely, my heart aches and feels as if a big part is missing, it’s an awful feeling.
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So sorry Sharon. I still feel cut in half and empty since Roger died 23 months ago! Today has been a bad day. Keep crying.
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Sending hugs - it is 13 weeks for me and I am very familiar with those feelings. On another thread, someone said they wished they could turn back time - I feel that way too so I could tell him again how much he meant to me, hug him and hold him close. He still means everything to me … miss him so much.
Hazel
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Yes I wish we could turn back time too. Crying comes in waves and every day is either a bad day or a worse day.
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Sorry everybody who like me have had an awful day. If only I could turn back clock and make most of every day we had together xx
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I got told today by someone who lost a partner to let some balloons go then you can say goodbye and hopefully get some sort of closure.
Know where you are coming from,i wish i could turn back the clock,but sadly i can’t.
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My husband was killed in an accident 7 weeks ago. He was also 57. He would have been 58 tomorrow . I am lost.
I really understand your pain and hope you have some support 
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I’m so sorry you find yourself here. Hopefully you will get a lot of support by reading what others are going through, and knowing that you aren’t alone in this.
Sudden death is such a shock and will take a while to recover from. Try to take things easy and don’t put any pressure on yourself.
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Hazd, you described the feeling perfectly. I knew the feeling, but could find the words.
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Md too. I eas too busy caring for him with his Parkinsons and heart problem I forgot to do enough loving bits. The last five days I wanted to talk and ask questions he was asleep because of the morphine in hospital. Now regret it so much. It will be two years on Nov 5th so I am really in a bad place and so lazy. There are no good days now despite loving friends. Just black or grey days. I am also suffering from what is called Widows’ Fog. Forgetting names or words I want to say. Hope its not grief dementia.
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