I’m so sorry for the loss of your brothers, @Hrartbroken. With two such traumatic losses, it’s understandable you’re under so much stress.
You are not alone. You might want to connect with some of the members in this thread, who’ve also experienced the loss of a sibling due to addiction: Losing my sister to addiction
I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support, but I just wanted to let you know that you’ve been heard.
Take care,
Seaneen