Hi @JoSean, I’m the community manager, so I’m here to help keep the community safe and supportive, and say hello to new members 
Most of our members have been bereaved so will understand some of what you’re going through. Please do feel free to post on threads, too - we have a Losing a partner category which you might want to take a look at. If you need any help getting around, you can find our Help using the site page here.
Take care,
Seaneen