I lost the love of my life without warning last night. He was 52. I am broken. My children are broken. I don’t have a say in anything because we were divorced but had reunited a few months ago.
Thank you for posting Mrs TJT and welcome to the community.
You will find there are lots of people who are in a similar situation to you on the forum and hopefully this will be a source of comfort to you in the future.
Your situation is difficult to comprehend - when you have lost someone who you have loved previously, but have then been apart from due to divorce, recently reunited and then he has been cruelly taken away from your life again. That seems so unfair…
It will take time to not feel broken - try taking one step at a time, one day at a time, and being there for your children who will no doubt also be feeling very lost.
Please feel free to post again and to talk to others on the site who are experiencing similar losses - we are all here to support each other.
Take care of yourself and your family
Jolene1
Thank you for replying. I am very lost right now. We had 3 wonderful months and then he had a catastrophic heart attack. We had no time. No notice. I lost my love and my best friend. Is it normal to want to go to sleep and not get up? I’m not usually a sad person but this has made me so depressed. I’m not eating or showering. Can that be normal?? So unlike me. I just want him back.