Hiya. I am totally lost .this morning I was ok .but as the day has gone i have gone very sad,i have not seen anybody for weeks. It is as though i do not exist any more xxx
Thank you, its Saturday’s are the worst, its bee
Been 19 weeks tonight and its hasn’t got any easier, I thought getting answers from the hospital would make it easier but it hasn’t its made it worse because Mark is not here to here the good news xx
Hope you are ok today sending love and hugs to you xx
I woke up sad and been like this all day, haven’t got out of bed just watching tv. I just can’t be bothered x
I am going to bed just can Not do anything i am so not right at the moment just pissed of with the inlaws 
@Diggerdave
Don’t let them upset you any more than you already are…Dust yourself down n think they are Twonks who know nothing…
Yes, im not bothered that I haven’t heard from Mark’s dad, just angry he didn’t come to his funeral because he didn’t want to pay for a train ticket x
I do not need them theycan fade away
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What that is disgusting xx
Yes, there was none of his family there x
All i think is now is all i am is just nothing just the inlaw that is all i am .in fact i do not feel part of the family any more. Xxxx
When maria was here it was lets go see maria & dave . Or dave& Maria now itvis just me they do not wanna know me. In the 6 months since we lost maria i have seen some of 2 times xxx
I don’t think I was ever part of the family, they treated me like I wasn’t in the room x
@Diggerdave
Sometimes you don’t have to have died to realise family are not bothered.
My John lived in his house for 20 years n when he passed away four weeks ago the neighbours said they had never seen his son.
I already knew because John told me that he’d visited his dad 7 times in those 20 years John always went to him…only 30 miles apart.
His son doesn’t and hasn’t worked much through his 42 years but lives in a half million pound Victorian flat bought by his mum n pays no rent.
He now stand to inherit his dads house etc which I wanted no part of at all…A very good amount of money
So sometimes you can be alive n no one cares in your family. I thank God my sons are not like that…
The inlaws can you know what xx
That happend to me last week i was sitting there talking to my sister in law. Her granddaughter in him did not say hello dave she went in kitchen got something then said bye nan and went out,xxxx
Just woken up.
Same here i am so bored xxx
I am not gonna phone them any.more .it Maria’s big brother all his kids love me and keep in touch neices and nephews all the time. The other brothers and sisters kids do not care .sod them xx
@Poppet1973
Going back to something earlier. My partners brother come up from Wales as it was too far. Even though we had people come up from there Belfast Dublin far isles of Scotland and Holland!!! I wouldn’t wipe my arse on him . Not a card or a call. Xx
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