Yes we have a lot going on xx
No, it was supposed to be our forever home after Mark retired from the army in 2022, now its just a bloody house and doesn’t mean anything anymore xx
Yes just like this place somewhere to
Put my head down .it is my a home anymore justva house. Xxx
I tidy around a liite bit xx
It was supposed to be our time after Mark being away so much, I only got 2 years with him xx
I feel the same, it is not a home anymore, a lovely place, but without Mark, a desolate place xx
I don’t even do that anymore, not bothered as no one comes to visit x
Yes its horrible isn’t it xx
It is so sad that he worked away all those years, then when he retired, you only had two years with him. So sad xx
Yes he had just celebrated his 50th birthday in June and our 22nd wedding anniversary in October xxx
Yes just a house . X. That is all it us. Xx
He was too young, it’s so unfair xx
Yes. Way to young ,my 1st birthday on my own. Not looking to it with out my maria. Xxx
Yes, I feel cheated out of our future together, especially when he could have had a chance to still be here xx
Yes i thought we would grow old together, x
I didn’t celebrate my birthday, stayed in bed, I was asked what I wanted and I told them the one thing I couldn’t have x
I did 38 great years with my maria. Xxx
Yes same here celebrate my way on my own .i will go to the casino. Have a gamble. Xxxx
It is only 9 thought it was later
I too thought we had many years left, none of us were unwell, or on any medication. life is a mystery. I hope I will see him again someday xx