Im ok at the moment, had a big meltdown this morning, I have been out this afternoon, my car is in the garage getting serviced, normally Mark would do it, now I have no choice.
Yes like you say its getting to that time of night again.
How are you today.
Sending love and hugs xx
@Tenpin @Poppet1973 hiya. My tv has sorted it self out .wired how it done it .xxxx since putting vaseline up my nose it has gone itchy xxxx
Maybe it was Maria saying hello, thats she is with you, apparently electrics go funny when loved ones are around.
I would love it to happen xx
Yes the picture is better .the tv is about 4 years .it is a tv maria bought 4k sansung qled good tv. Deffo maria xx
Well after a shaky start this morning n feeling desperately sorry for myself I picked up my youngest granddaughter n went to the park. Into the swimming baths cause she needed to loo…!!! I met up with people I knew n had a chat. Back to Littleborough to the new ice cream shop for cheesy tacos n bubblegum ice cream…nice…not…!!!
Called in our heritage centre n filled in form for volunteering twice a week just for 2 n half hours per morning. Feel as though I’ve done something n my youngest always brings a smile to my face…
Hope all you have had a better day than yesterday. It’s all we can hope for…
At the moment i feel good i feel maria is here .when she messed around the tv .it is working well
Now xx xxxxxxx
I haven’t been on here for a while but I’m really struggling now. Martin died on August 20th last year and his brother was taken seriously ill 2 days before the funeral. Because of that I haven’t done the ashes until today, when he was well enough to attend. We had a service in the church then Martin’s ashes were buried in the churchyard where I’ll also go. They dug a double depth grave because I’m being buried and they can’t disturb the ashes when they put my coffin in. It was a lovely service and everyone said how nice it all was. Since the day Martin died I’ve known today would happen and I’ve thought about it every day. Now I don’t know how to go on. We had no children, my parents are both dead as are all 6 of my siblings and they are all in the same churchyard as Martin. I’ve told all my nieces that the next funeral I go to there will be my own. I just want it to be soon. I don’t want to go on with this pain. I have heart failure and I want it to fail completely as soon as possible. I dont know how to cope.
So sorry for all xxx
I am still feeling not too bad. Still missing my maria xxx
At the moment I’m ok, I seem calm after my meltdown this morning x
I spoke to soon, I have got myself all upset x
So sorry you are not doing to good .i have had a good day today. Tomorrow i hope the same xx
Its good you have had a good day x
Yep lets hope tomorrow is xx
Got tlo tell you this i phoned my sister in law. She was very offhand with me she did not wanna know about my health. I got the impression she wanted to .has not phoned since. Xx
It should have said she wanted the call to end. X
I do know how you feel about that x I don’t care anymore. Mark was the only one person that mattered.
I tell you one thing though, there will not be many people who will be going to his dads funeral
I do not care anymore. Just my maria
Yes just think like that otherwise it will drive you crazy x
Sod the lot of them x