Its walking past his bedroom and not seeing him laying in bed xx
No idea what started the crying .maria bedroom door stays closed xx
I actually miss hearing his snoring xx
This time last year is when it started to go wrong and the start of the hospital sending him home xx
I used to play music .then maria would read inbed xx
Mark would watch his programs in bed and I would watch mine in my bed xx
I had a good day today as well
Ive not had a good sleep for awhile now xx
My best sleep was last night .1st good sleep in a long time x
@Poppet1973 @Diggerdave
Yes the night seems to have come down a bit heavy on me tonight. I’m being messed about with his works pension. These people not only don’t care they have no empathy. Constant phone calls start to wear you down. So yeh feeling ABIT out of sorts I keep looking at his picture and thinking where is the damm respect. He doesn’t deserve this. X
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I have calmed down a bit still very upset .today was a good .got some rebate money back…
Im here for you, I have been lucky with Marks army pension had it sorted out in January.
Hopefully you will get it sorted soon.
Like you say people do not care xxx
I got nothing of maria pension .
Its a widows pension, because Mark was receiving it, it passed onto me when he passed away xx
Ok maria had a good pension. My private pension pays the bills xx
To be honest I’m absolutely totally disgusted with how the system works for people who’ve worked and paid into all their lives. Xx
Yes i agree with that take money when u pass .tgeyvshould give to wife or hubby xxx
Yes I agree with you, when Mark passed away the funeral home said that I can get help with his funeral but when I rang up they said I wasn’t entitled to it as I was working, it was lucky Mark had a royal london pension and they paid it out so I had the money for his funeral xx
I wont get his state pension though x
Did not get her state pension. Just what she was owed xx