@Diggerdave
That looks a delicious dinner…
It was very nice steak xxx
I wish you all the best with your trip. Im sure you ill look back and be very pleased you have made this journey. x
Oh Poppet, How awful to be told this. I am so sorry, this just makes it so much more difficult to accept x
Just over 10 weeks now and I also feel like I am sliding backwards over the past few days, Feeling completely overwhelmed, crying so much of the time, no motivation and wish I could just stay in my bed. It was my birthday on Monday, the 1st without my husband for 43 years. Cant imagine a future without him.
I know how you feel it is my birthday on friday 1st without my maria xxx
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Hope it all goes okay, its a very hard thing to do.
I have that to come, going to take Mark to Italy, but I cant contemplate it yet.
Sending you hugs and love xxx
Hello Poppet
How have you been today? xx
Sorry, Poppet, just read back over the posts, seems you have had the news that you already knew. It’s dreadful, how do they get away with treating people like that? xx
Not too good to be honest especially after talking to the solicitor. Ive not stopped crying all day. Its like ive been kicked in the heart all over again. Have been having a few bad crappie weeks.
How are you doing, hope your day had been ok.
xxx
We thought it was just the hospital, Mark never blamed the doctors but hearing that piece of news this morning is just another blow. I really could do with him lately, have been missing him more and more as its goes further, it would have been his 51st birthday next month.
xxx
I really have no idea where the days go, its like I am in a fog most days. I cry, then do a chore, then cry some more, and so the pattern goes on, daily.
It must be so hard for you knowing that Mark could have been saved, he died too soon, incompetence in the NHS is rife, and it is ruining peoples lives.
I know how you feel, about missing Mark, there’s a longing in my heart for my Mark, and it hurts so much.
Sending hugs xxx
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Hugs to you too xxx
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I have just gone very sad .i hate nite time sitting here crying my eyes out i miss so much xxxx
I hate night time ,horrible today i miss my maria more than ever.just so sad tonigt xx
Yes, night time is definitly the worse time.
It is definitely. Hope i am bettet tomorrow xxc
Yes, I hope so. Every day is different. I hope you get some sleep.
Bed on 30 mins or so xxc