I hope your day gets better.
Yes it has gone better seen thetwo sister in laws .
How are feeling just relax tomorrow you will be fine
I just can’t relax. I am just constantly anxious. I miss Declan so much . My heart is just broken
I loved what you said Mitzi1.I am holding on to the belief that we meet our loved ones again.Its only that though that keeps me going i think.Some days are unbearably hard.
Hello Julia
Sorry for the late reply, youngest daughter had a day off, so we went to town, then for a drink.
I hope you found some comfort at the cemetery, I still have Mark here with me, we are supposed to be taking the ashes to Italy and scattering them into the ocean, but I don’t know when it will be. The longer he is here, the less likely I will be able to let him go.
I understand about your head being in a whirl, sometimes I don’t know what day it is, it’s hard to comprehend things at the moment.
Hope you can get some sleep.
Take care xx
Very sad words. I am so sorry for everyone here who is on the journey they didn’t choose. Today I am going to an open garden event at the hospice my Sue passed at, with our dog Sam. It will be strange going back but, as usual, I will chat with her there. I hope I will see some of the lovely people who cared for her and fell in love with her as I did. I will buy some plants that Sue would have liked. Take care everyone and hope you have the best day you can.
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Jim68
Glad you are going to an open garden. Hope you have a good day seeing people who loved and cared for your wife. I’m sure you will find some special plants.
I went to our garden centre last Saturday and bought a golden rose in memory of Keith. It would have been our golden wedding anniversary last week.
I’m going to a local nursery today and expect I will come back with plants. They cheer me up.
Take care.
Julia 12. It is nice to find flowers for our loved ones. A golden rose. Perfect! Sue loved her visits to garden centres so I will go as often as I can because it is quite likely that she will be there. Watching and advising.
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Good morning everyone,
I’m hoping in time I will have similar feelings, but you are right , at the moment I certainly am not at peace but I carry him with me constantly.
Another weekend, including Fathers day, to get through which are so difficult.
Can’t wait.
Goodmorning all , sun is shinning here thunderstorms later.
Hope we are all good today .
Aine59
Hope your day is as best as it can be. I know like me you are dreading Father’s Day. I have happy memories of all the Father’s Days we celebrated. It’s hard that we know we can never do that again. My son rang yesterday. He and his brothers had not mentioned the day. Hard for them. He told me I had to eat a boiled egg with soldiers and fish for lunch and fruit Salad because his dad liked those. 
Grief is an awful thing to go through as it never seems to end , even when we are trying to make new memories. Most of our happy memories were with our loved ones.
Going to a garden centre later.
Take care everyone.
Hiya so bored today ,know idea what or what to eat .in fact i am not in the mood to eat anything having a bad day.missing my beautiful wife.
I am so sorry. I am in bed crying
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Diggerdave
Hard for you today missing your beautiful wife. Better if you can eat something. I’m sure not sharing a meal with your wife is so hard.
I didn’t sleep well again last night.
All day I have been doing jobs just to pass the time. Things Keith would have done.
Went to a garden centre. A quiet one. Felt so lonely walking around.
Other couples planning and getting excited about plants they were buying. That was Keith and I once. But other people have a right to be happy.
Only people in this community know how we feel.
Hoping tomorrow. is a bit better.
Eat when you feel you can.
Take care.
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Me to.Been an absolutely one of the worst days since he has been gone,8 week’s tomorrow. Sobbing uncontrollable. My daughter told ne yesterday that the day before he died,when he knew he was fading,he asked her to squash and put into the bin some boxes that had been beside the bin for a few week’s. He did,nt want me worrying about them.Thinking of me as he was dying, has broken my heart all over again.The same as everyone on this site,we had gold in our partners ,i will never love anybody like i loved Ronnie.Such a wonderful,loving,caring,generous, helpful man.I hope everyone can have a calm weekend, thinking only about the good times and memories.
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Cat6
Thinking of you. I hope the crying can stop for a while. Crying is a release from your pain but it is exhausting. We seem to just want to hide the tears and pain from others. Only those who suffer this pain understand.
Keep talking to community friends.
Take care.
I know why you crying .i am very sorry for you mate x
Today i am not good .missing her lots today ,i can not do anything .so lost