Hey my dad died

Hey my dad died. But I’ve actually committed suicide before SO I know 100 percent he’s in an actual heaven. I’ve been at the gates lol. But never got to go in. Id say unfortunately but my mum’s still alive

Hello @Rubberquacks, thanks for reaching out. I’m sorry to hear about your dad.

Can I just check that I understand your post, please? Do you mean that you attempted suicide 10 years ago and had a near-death experience?

Take good care