I just wanted to say that I still come here because after several years, I am still in mourning.
Not so good … but I have been sending myself out into social situations and sometimes meet some key people and sometimes it works, sometimes not.
But, I always feel better after being with people and talking. Always.
So I urge even suicidal people which yesterday and in the last few days, I have been, to go out
and accept any invitation. Because when you come back, it makes it a little easier to go on. You do not want to be so depressed you want to die. I often feel hopeless and in despair and then I go out and eat dinner with friends, or make new friend, or dream about a prospect, and I quit thinking about death. And it is what your deceased family members would want.
Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays!