Dear Wendymay,
I am so sorry that you are going through such agony.
MaryL
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Hi,
Just wondering how you are? I was thinking about you and how we have all got through Christmas and the new year and. I am hoping you are getting on okay. xx
Not great. Iāve left the community as I didnāt feel it was for me. I get no consolation knowing Iām not alone and Iām far too self centered to sympathise with others. I tried but itās not for me. Iām just filling time nowš
Im ok thanks. Got family around me. Just not the right one x
I understand ā¦ we all have to find our own path x
Iām so sorry that you have lost your precious son. Your son was suffering from a mental illness, not a physical one and it was that illness that took his life. You have no reason to feel a fraud. Do you know that he didnāt fight to survive, he may have fought long and hard? I am 14 months into my nightmare and it doesnāt get any easier Iām afraid. I still donāt believe it and I definitely donāt understand it - I never will. I think along the lines that my son had a heart attack of the brain, it helps me to try to rationalise it and I hope that maybe it will help you too.
I too lost my precious daughter through suicide almost 3 years ago. Gemma struggled to stay here but it became too hard for and despite everything she slipped from our grasp.
I am so proud of how she battled to live and how she strove to find her peace. Life became very hard for her and sadly our love and the love of her children and friends was not enough to save her.
In some ways it doesnāt get any easier but I do have longer stretches between the debilitating sadness that engulfs and overwhelms me xxx