How do we stop struggling?

Hey…

I lost my grandad in feb and I can’t come to terms with it. The pain I can’t deal with!
How do we stop struggling? How do we move on? How do we adapt to life without them? How

I’m just hurt and angry for him going. I wish god never needed him☹️

Hi
Sorry for your loss. Your feelings are normal but we ask why. Keep thinking your grandad loved you. Grief is a hard journey.
Take care