Cant deny suicidal thoughts. My daughter is gone and my son is gone. Having being a mother for all my life and I dont know who I am now. Have 6 animals to care for if not for those I would have gone into my cupboard and taken the stack of pills I have collected.
I am so sorry for what your going through. When the only thing that makes you happy is taken away it really your life does really seem pointless. I don’t know how I am still here. It’s like we are just existing rather than living. I have many suicidal thoughts after loosing my partner very suddenly in September. Nothing matters or seems important. Just want to be with him where I belong. I try and think of my close family members including my baby nephew who would be devasted if I took my life xx