They say being a man means not crying, that only works in movies I’ve religiously cried silently for years. Losing a mother isn’t something you can explain you have to go through it to understand
My mom and I were really close. I was her only child, and we shared everything. She loved movies, especially Adam Sandler’s, and we’d always watch them, going to the supermarket and walk around for 3hours yet we only buying one item, the warm stories I deeply miss now Losing her to cancer during the COVID time was the hardest thing ever. We couldn’t even have a proper service just a small burial.
It didn’t hit me right away, but after a year I realized she was truly gone. The pain never really goes away let no one lie to you we just learn to live with it silently Sometimes I blame myself and wish I had done more for her.
Now I just tell my friends make each day count with the people you love, because you never know when it’ll be the last.
Rest well, Mom. I’ll always love you.