It’s 2 1/2 years since I lost my mum, my everything, my world. I feel so lost and alone with her. Life seems meaningless. I’m going on; work, friends, going out. But I’m still deep in my grief. I feel responsible for her death, she got my cold, pneumonia and on from there and I lost my temper with her whilst she was in rehab. Also, I can’t forget and keep having nightmares how how unhappy she was in hospital and especially rehab; how alone, down and depressed she was. I feel so so angry that this amazing, kind women suffered so much and was so miserable and unhappy at the end of her life. I thought what I did was best with her treatment and really didn’t have much choice, I did what the drs said had to happen. How do you forgive yourself for mistakes and how do you forget the pain and suffering at the end? I’m struggling
Lisa892
Try not to blame yourself we all say something at times we regret. You’ve said
you feel that everything was done to the best for her health.
Your doing well with your social life,that says something for you going forward.
Have you had any councilling one to one or over the phone.
Cruse is one i would recommend give them a call to arrange some help for you.
Take care hope all goes well for you.
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