How to live

Hi all
I dont know where to start. The last 18 months have been and still is the worst time of my life. I lost my mum my mother in law and had cervical cancer. I jist dont know how to keep going im mentally and physically exhausted. I cant talk to anyone. I dont trust anyone enough. I find myself on here trying to make sense of it all. How do i carry on. Theres a constant battle in my head. One day i want to just give up. The next i want to make my mum proud. The grief is just so overwhelming. So much trauma. Im exhausted


Omg im so so sorry you have so much grief andvworrybgoing on…do you have any support ?

Hi no i don’t really have much support. I have family but they look for me for comfort and keeping the family together