I can’t cope with loosing my toddler

I’ve been with out my 2 and a half year old baby boy now since September, and although I’ve spoken to people who have lost loved ones I’ve not met anyone who has lost their toddler too the flu, I’m so angry and feel so cheated and don’t see any light of being able to deal with this.
I never thought I would ever feel the need to be part of a forum like this.

I am so very sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine what you are going through. It is most certainly the worst of all losses is losing a child. All I can say is my heart goes out to you. Do you want to share anything about your son? What was he like?