After losing my dad on Tuesday… I have lost part of me, I dont want to go out, I can’t sleep, I’m just crying all the time. I have so many regrets. I couldn’t see him because of covid…I don’t wanna live with so much anger in me…its awful
Go to Cruse for counselling, talking helps 
My son came back from uni November as his dad wasn’t getting better,
We lost Andy December the 5 th
We were able to hold Andy hands as he passed ,
Tom my son stays in his bedroom eats very little
And breaks down all the time
I am under the doctor now and she is now talking to Tom
So please please get some help if only to scream at someone xxx
I am here if u need to talk, I can’t remember the first few days after I lost my sister, please write on here, to people who are going through similar pain, please don’t suffer alone. Even if it’s to vent, we will try to understand x