Reading your post just reminds me so much of me and my partner, he passed away February 21 and I struggled every single day, his the first thing I think about when I wake up and I think about all day it’s like I can’t let him go, he was such a good person, can’t imagine the rest of my life without him x
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I feel for you, i feel exactly the same. I dont want to wake up & remember all over again that hes not here. The ONLY person who could console me with how im feeling is him. & hes not here & never will be. 
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XxxxxxxxxxX so sorry for you too. X
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Thank you so much for your messages, xxxxx
That is one feeling I have each day and every night I wonder how I got through another day without the man I love. Most days, well every day, I just want to be with him. He died just over two months ago
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I too lost the man I love 3 months ago. My heavy heart every mor ing as I wake reminds me he is not here.
Will it get better I wonder? I went out to dinner with friends last night and just wanted to leave to be on my own again. I left early felt too noisy one member of group was so loud I hated it.
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Thats how i feel, i have a wonderful family. I just want to be at home on my own. Misey hates company. Xx
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This exactly how I feel right now
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Hey
I know what your going through although we all grieve differently,my partner died in the first wave of covid so it’s been over 2years his been gone and I miss him so much it’s unbelievable, there’s so many things I want to say to him and there’s so many things I wish I’d told him before he died I just wasn’t able to tell him, I have a good family and lots of friends but I’m still lonely, I can’t fill the big hole that his left behind, every day is a struggle and I often wonder what I’m going to do without him, please know I’m thinking of you
Suzanne
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Suzanne, i feel your pain. Its just horrendous xxx
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Your post so very true. “… one day you will make a choice to suffer forever or try and make a life”.
That’s all we can do. Give ourselves a good talking to and say “Do I want to live in misery, sadness, pain forever?”
We would all say “no”.
We just have to get to the point where we admit (however hard it may be):
- they are never coming back; we have to carry on; we matter; we will never forget.
But we can’t make ourselves sad forever. xx
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Hard as the present time maybe.we do have to make that choice.we just have to feel the pain & move throught it & realise.no matter how much we miss & love them.they are not coming back & there is a reason why people say.Life is for the living.that doesnt mean we try & forget them or the life & memories we shared with them.we carry them in our hearts forever & know one day we will be with them again xxx
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So very true. xx