I recently lost my dad to suicide he had been in a dark place, he was not coping and he tried his best fighting for his daughter ( me ) and his little grandchild.
I also lost my boyfriend back in 2019 due to suicide, I had just come home from a cancer appointment and he went out and took his life. I miss them so much.
Elliersrose, there’s so little I can say after reading what you have gone through over such a short time, my heart goes out to you. I do hope you read others post on here who have lost a love one to suicide. There’s a couple of web site may be useful and please look for counselling because you have had to face so much. I am sending big hugs and blessings. S xxx