Today, marks ten weeks since I lost my son to a fatal car accident. He was hit by a car running across the street while out celebrating his work promotion. He was 32 years old amd my middle child. Nothing about that night made sense nor was it the norm and I’m betting myself up over it. I usually call him when he is out and he usually text or calls e when he leaves the house cause he knows I’m a worrier. Why didn’t I call him… I didn’t want to bother him was my thought process…
Everyday I pass his room door, his parked car in the drive way. I go to work and see hid pictures on my desk. Although, he lived at home we would share work stories throughout the day, his texts asking me what I’m cooking for dinner…
None of this grief process seems to be getting better… GOD just why, I miss him so very much. I feel so broken…
I’m so sorry @Tasha333. I can her the pain in your post. I can see you posted this a little while ago so I’m giving it a bump for you.
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First so sorry for your loss - sudden loss is a lot of shock physically and mentally. In Feb I lost my 22 y old granddaughter suddenly - and thinking about it - I found her at her flat - hits you like a kick in the stomach . I am so weary the last 2 months but have to keep going for the family and also because I am a carer for my husband who has mnd. I feel that a lot of people expect that I should be more ok at the moment when all I think about is not being able to save either my granddaughter or my husband . So here I am telling you to be kind to yourself .
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Thank you, I needed to hear that. I haven’t been kind to myself. I feel like the pain outweighs everything else in life.
I am so sorry for the loss of your granddaughter. I can’t imagine the pain you feel.
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