It was the first anniversary of my husband death on monday. I cant believe it a year. Still expect to see Nick sat in his chair when i come through the door. I never realised how many people are going through the same.
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That expresses exactly what it’s like and it’s so difficult to explain to anyone who hasn’t walked this long and lonely path how it feels.
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I know i dont feel like i can talk to the kids…there busy with there familys and i dont want them to worry…so i just keep the pain and lonelyness to myself. I just hope it will get easier soon .Nick passed last year after fighting lung cancer for 2 years. It was so hard watching him slowly die day by day. I miss him so very much
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That must be really hard for you
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It is as it is for everyone losing someone so close. I have been told that the pain doesnt get smaller but the joy gets bigger
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Sandra10, I get that and hope it’s true the pain of loosing them will get not get smaller but the joy of having them gets bigger over time.it’s a nice thought.
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