Exactly 6 months ago I lost my Phil to Bile Duct Cancer. As many other posts have already said time seems to have flown by for the first few months while stuff gets sorted out but the last couple I’ve been in a dreadful soul destroying limbo. stuck waiting for the house to sell but hoping to drag myself kicking and screaming into some sort of new chapter in a new house. I have plans in my head when I’m there to re-home a dog, join groups and generally get out and find new friends and once mortgage paid off retire and find some sort of life. For some reason I can’t bring myself to do any of that while I’m still in this house but none of that can happen while I’m still in this dreadful limbo. I probably sound very impatient, as we all know nothing stays the same forever even though sometimes we wish it would. I needed a rant today…sorry about that. I know others have larger and more pressing issues and I wish them all well and that things turn a corner for them. As I said in my title I will be ok tomorrow but not today, no not today 
Thank you for sharing this with us, @Vjs. I’m so sorry for the loss of your Phil. I just wanted you to know you’ve been heard. Sending you 
for today, and the tomorrows, too.
Hi @Vjs
You will be ok, we will all be ok, tomorrow.
Whenever that comes.
You are not impatient and you’re welcome to rant. We all need to do that sometimes
Love and hugs
Thanks both. Only six more hours of today left and that will be another milestone first over. How we all cope I have no idea but we will get there in the end. Best wishes to all.
@Vjs Just over 7 months since I lost my partner to bile duct cancer…
I’m not sure where the time has gone.
Like you it’s been, slow, then quick, now slow.
I have plans, then I doubt myself.
Some days are OK, some days I can’t stop the tears, even now.
But tomorrow we’ll be OK, because we have to be…
I’m sorry scubadolly that you’ve also had to deal with this rare and nasty type of cancer. You’re right we will be ok tomorrow because we have to. Hugs.
i think everybodys issues are important even though they are all different it is important to you so that makes it important to everybody hope tommorrow is better for you