In 2 weeks my wife will be gone 1 year.
And for some reason I am having the worst day I have ever had .
It s like it’s just dawned on me that my life is over.
I’ve been virtually alone for the whole year .only my daughter and son have visited my home .in that time .
People who I thought would have called have not .
And it seems like I have no hope of having any type of life without my one and only partner.
Sorry I’m not a god fering person and theres no help there.
So I ask why keep feeling the pain I’ve had so much pain in my life I wish it would just stop.
But it never dose and never will .
So how do I keep going why do I need this pain .
If only I had the heart to make it stop.
Then I could have peace .
42 years of life and love just gone in a flash.
And this party gate stuff on TV all week has just drained my sole .do these people really know what we went threw .not seeing loved ones no proper send off.
It’s all just to much .
I wish this day would end.
I wish the pain would end
If only I could make it all end…
If there is a god mabe he will intervene and end my pain.
No one should have to go threw such pain .
My sole my mind are broke and I can’t fix them .