I work with children with special needs I can’t do Xmas birthday new year due to my sister took her own life on new year December is very tough because of the conversation with my sister nobody should ever have to listen to someone dieing on the phone the night before my birthday my sister sent me message saying that she won’t be here so happy birthday I was so angry I rang her she made me a promise that she wouldn’t do anything yet I lost her 2 days later 
One of children asked me what was on my Santa list I told them that he couldn’t bring what I wanted they asked me why I explained in simple terms they came with i could be there sister and we could share there mum:broken_heart:
One even told that heaven was having still having Xmas party we might not be invited but they our happy I am to close my eyes and feel my heart beat because that is where they our
Innocence of children mind is so sweet
Hello @Madge1 ,
I’m so sorry for the loss of your Mum and sister. Thank you for sharing this with us. I’m just giving your thread a gentle, “bump” for you - hopefully, someone will have some thoughts to share.
Take good care,
Alex