My fiancé of 14 years passed away on the19th feb this year, he was taken so quick after a short illness, my heart is breaking each day gets harder to cope he was my world, my soulmate you look for small blessings in amongst all the pain (I.e we were there when he passed, he’s at peace now etc etc) but it doesn’t even begin to chip away at the pain. I know it’s really early still but it’s so difficult to imagine my life without him. We seen each other every day in life. And now all I have is his resting place to bring some comfort. It’s like life took us up into a tornado and dumped us into this whole new unfamiliar world to get on with.
I’ve never used any forums like this before but my daughter thought it would be less lonely to speak to people who have experienced the same.