Pauline my beautiful darling its 3 months now since I lost you I miss you so very much my heart is broken as am I there is no joy in anything anymore this world is empty withoutyou I’m trying my best babe for you and our pets but I hate being here withoutyou you made me a better woman and loved Me so much you showed me what real love is and gave me the best years of my life there is no one for me but you I’m just waiting for my life to end so that we can be together again I love you pauline with all that I am I’m nothing but empty and lost withoutyou I have never known pain like this and its never-ending I want to hold you so badly it hurts my love and my heart are yours forever as am I
Casey I’m so sorry for your loss I lost my partner 13 weeks ago and nothing seems real it’s so empty and hard to keep going without him . We too had a wonderful love nothing is the same and never will be every day I wake I wished I hadn’t or could it have been a nightmare it’s all so very hard I know how your feeling Casey
Sending hugs to you
Casey you speak so beautifully to Pauline, it is so hard now like all of us, I would love to give you some comfort only that you are not alone in this world that we see ourselves in. I am so angry not with my husband for getting cancer, he was so good, and yet he was taken from me. We have to carry on for now, yes we are empty and lost without them. You carry on for Pauline and your babies we can only take each day as we can.
Sending you hugs
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@anon92799665 thankyou I am so very sorry for your loss it is so hard without them life is so unfair sending you hugs
@jack10 hi Jack thankyou I am so sorry for your loss its so hard trying to go on without them they were our life’s and everything just feels so wrong now it seems the good always go first sending you hugs x
Casey. I found this lovely little poem and thought of you and Pauline.
I am not gone
I remain here beside you
Just in a different form
Look for me in your heart
And there you will find me
in our love which forever lives on
In those moments when you feel alone
Look for me in your thoughts
And there you will find me
in sweet memories that burn strong
Every time a tear
Forms in your beautiful eyes
Look up to the heavens
And there you will see me
Smiling down from God’s glorious skies
@sad2 hi sad thankyou so very much that poem is beautiful it made me cry that was so thoughtfull of you thanks I am so sorry you are going through this heartbreak too sending hugs
Casey. It’s hard to forget the one you love. You try to be strong but the pain keeps holding on, all you can do is cry deep in your heart.
Big hugs x
@sad2 you are so right I have cried more in the last 3 months than I have in my whole life pauline was my everything she always will be the love of my life