its been 5 months

so im 21 and my partner was 22 when he passed. its been 5 months and I’ve started uni and a new job and its serving as a really good distraction. I’m working towards the life we wanted together. but as much as I’m thankful for the distraction, its feeding my delusion of thinking he’s still here. nothing makes sense, he’s far too young to have passed and we had smooch planned and everything just everywhere. I’m just wondering if I’m on my own with all of this because I really can’t cope

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Have you been supressing it i wonder ? Try and let your feelings out because you need to grieve too, perhaps think about grief counselling because that helps you to understand yourself better. Take care x

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