How do i live eith out my fitst born son he was only 34 , died on 7th january suddenly the not knowing caue of death is heartbreakin im lost and no ifea to do life with him init x
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So sorry for your loss , life can be so unfair. At the moment you will have so much to do but do give a little time to yourself . Try to write down all that you have done and a list of what needs to be done . If help is offered to you take it 
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Thsnkyou im trying to seek the help i need ,but all people say is its to raw which i know its early days but o get awful thoughts just want to be with him x
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It is normal what you are feeling , perhaps when you find out what the cause is you will start to grieve . But sometimes the cause of death is not always found ,but you have got to take care of yourself
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Nicky8
I lost my first born, my 41 year old daughter 16weeks and 1 day ago.
The advice j can give that has helped me is to keep talking to others who have also lost a child. We are in this together and can help each other. Hugs to you .
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