My beautiful daughter passed away 83 days ago, forever 23.
I feel so lost and dont know who i am without her. My mind is so chaotic and i miss her so much. I think part of me left with her.
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So sorry for your loss
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I feel the same way - our daughter died suddenly in April aged 32. I know I’ll get through this but it will be slow and painful. Sending hugs 
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My daughter is also forever 23, just starting out in life and with everything to look forward to.
I’m only 16 days along this awful path and also feel completely lost. She was everything to me, my absolute best friend and such a beautiful person to be around. The thought of never seeing her again is so overwhelming it almost makes me feel physically sick every time I realise the enormity of it and the emptiness I will have in my life forever. I also think part of me died with her that day and I don’t see how life will ever feel like anything more than just a chore I have to endure until it’s my time too xx
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Molly was diagnosed with EGPA Vascilitus whilst pregnant with her son during covid in 2021. We had numerous hospital visits and treatments, sometimes she would feel better for a while, but it always flared back up again. She lost her hearing and mobility in February of this year but still smiled through everything. She is my baby girl and my best friend.
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I lost my beautiful daughter and best friend suddenly and unexpectedly to a spontaneous intracranial haemorrhage aged 41 on 26/11/24. I am devastated, heartbroken beyond belief. 37 weeks as a grieving parent and I have the occasional 'not bad ’ day. I miss Lauren with every fibre of my being and consider each day as a day closer to being with Lauren. I am not religious but have to believe there is something and somewhere I will be reunited with my first born.
Lauren had got her life together after 2 failed relationships and 2 children, she had been on a holiday on her own. Had a good group of supportive girlfriends, had mended her relationship with an arsey teenage girl and was at peace with her ex and childcare arrangements for her 9 year old. A good career, a nice house.
I feel life has no meaning for me. My son doesn’t need me. My eldest grandchild looks at me with barely concealed contempt that it should have been me not her mum. the youngest grandchild is a daddy’s girl and whilst I know my husband loves me he would cope without me.
I just want my daughter to cone and get me.
I have counselling, at first it was weekly now monthly, I’m on sertraline 100 mg. Nothing stops the grief l.
Hugs and love to all the parents suffering this grief.
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It’s so very hard - your granddaughters will hopefully in time want to hear you tell them about their mum - they’re maybe angry and lashing out. Sending
I’m so sorry, I can genuinely feel what you’re going through honestly. My beautiful boy, died 2 years ago on the 19th of this month. It still feels like yesterday.
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So sorry for your loss,
We lost our son almost 2 years ago aged 27.
Your life changes forever but you adapt to the new, but it takes time and you can’t rush it. Always be painful and it changes you but you do it at your pace and be kind to yourself.
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