My darling Janette 5weeks on Monday miss so much unbelievable my live mess without Jan things not getting better there getting worse

It is so hard and very raw at the beginning of this journey. I lost my other half about 9 months ago but still have days when it feels to unreal. Take care and be aware that there will be fewer bad days, eventually, you just need to let yourself do what it needs to do. Take care Gail

Thanks I will try she was only 55