My ex partner passed at Christmas I feel horrendous I feel like I will never recover we divorced but was together nearly 30 year and was still in close contact I thought I could separate myself but it just hit me bad I didn’t have the strength to get on the bus home felt so drained


So sorry to hear about your ex partner i lost my husband Oct last year

@Joaniesausage So sorry for your loss. You we’re together a long time and still close so you are bound to feel it intensely. The separation did not erase everything that came before. You will no doubt have mixed emotions as you grieve and they will be intense and probably confusing. Post as you need. Love and support xx