15 months in and you have those days when you think things are picking up very slightly.
Then wham!!! It hits you again like a ton of bricks your not doing as well as you thought .
For no reason whatsoever Iv had a bad couple of days when I have really missed Rob I mean REALLY missed him .
It’s not just the fact that he’s no longer here but it’s the lack of company that I find the hardest thing to cope with .
I don’t know if this is “ normal “ or if the time of year isn’t helping although he always said he didn’t like Christmas then in Christmas Eve it was like a switch had been switched he was like a big kid .
But I suppose like the rest of everyone else I will just wade through it all as best I can and keep plodding on wishing I had company
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Hi Kazzer
You are not alone I have good days and bad days last week was the worse ever I just wanted to destroy everything in the house the pain was so bad I just wish greif did not come with the horrible horrible baggage it brings. I keep asking the question how long will this go on for right now I can honestly say greif is my worse enemy and wish it would go away.
Sending you virtual hugs
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Cpmb1958 grief for my Rob is the hardest thing I have ever had to endure the pain is like no other and I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy
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You so right the pain of greif is the worse ever and there 8s no cure which is a bummer.
We are all here for you and each other.
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