You’ve taken a brave step reaching out for support @Mel21H. I’m sorry to hear about the loss of your parents. I can’t imagine the pain you’re feeling loosing your mum so suddenly last year. I wanted to let you know that we’re all thinking of you and you’re not alone. The community here is lovely, and anytime you want to reach out, we’ll always be here.
You mentioned that she was your world, it sounds like you were really close and she meant so much to you. For some people it can help posting here, do you want to tell us about some of your favourite memories together?
I’ve also linked another thread from another member here who has lost a parent which you might find helpful reading through - Loosing mum
Keep posting here whenever you need to, we’re here for you 