Since my 23 year old son was murdered on the 28th January I’ve been living in a nightmare I’m never going to wake up from. Now it’s coming close too the court case and I really don’t know how I’m going to cope. It’s been a struggle getting through these months already with loss of weight, hair falling out, flashbacks and nightmares plus many more emotions I could mention. How am I going to get through a court case where they are going to portray my boy to be something he’s not. Even though I know it’s lies and I know his character. Has anyone else been through this that can offer me some advice.